zoe

i tend to think so much about last spring, being friends with her felt so amazing

i notice i used to attract very evil spirited people and it worries me that it will happen again

she seemed so similar to me with so many of the same interests as i and experiences, i miss her a lot and still grieve our friendship

whenever i get sushi, listen to slow pulp, the smell of cinnamon or whenever i drink my coffee too fast

its so strange how people can mask things so simply, how fast they can switch it off 

so many old friendships weigh on me with questions that ill never receive answers to

sometimes i wish i could just go back in time and only experience the good times

spring is here and its hard not to think of people i associated myself with in that time period, especially when im doing the same things as last year

i miss u but i dont miss the pain u caused me or the false picture u painted