zoe

i have been getting this feeling that this is true… 

i keep chasing people who dont want me deeply, 

there is nothing casual about you

when she said that i questioned to myself, when did i want myself to be someone casual?

i have always been deep, since i was younger

id sing to myself hoping someone noticed and would sing along

id walk home hoping there were a surprise for me waiting

i listen to music hoping someone asks what im listening to

why would i want to get rid of these things and succumb to this culture of not feeling things so deeply….

there is someone looking for me right now, someone who i will love so dearly and they will also love me so dearly

i will stop searching until this person finds me, ill know when i meet them.